Atrocity - Defeated Intellect

I left cocaine - going insane
My first time - I want to try
I lock the door - I'm really sure
Noe I'm alone - the needle in me skin
defeated intellect - I lost my mind
I know all dangers - but I need more
I inject - now it's too late
Fantastic feelings - coming to ecstasy
Lying in the room - she closes her eyes
Fast faving blood - in her veins
Falling apart - total
Point of no return - shall overcome
There is no serious reason
To give ut my decision
I live my life today
I give a shit on any corollary
Your body is shaking, freezing, perspiring
Opening your eyes, having reveries
Walls look like ice, cold and glinting
The shining sun, reflected lights
You cannot act, you have no will