Trust Company - Silently

So this time
I am the one to blame
The last time
I almost drown
It did not feel the same
And now I am
Withholding all the pain
And I still remember how
I hurt myself
When I shut this all away

This time no one can hear me
as I'm screming on the floor
I feel so far away from healing
So I'm stepping back inside
Stepping back inside of me
This time the voice is screaming
It screams in me silently

And now I am wanting this to change
Cause this time love come too far
And I cannot run away
And I know the ends not far away
Cause I still remember how I hurt myself
When I shut this all away

This time no one can hear me
As im screaming on the floor
I feel so far away from healing
So I'm stepping back inside
Stepping back inside of me
This time the voice is screaming
It screams in me
SILENTLY