Abreaction - No Excuses

I still have pictures

Of when you would just stand by me

There are no excuses

For why I always wasn't there

You were my brother

Sometimes you were my only friend

I can't believe you've gone away

But the memories remain



I still keep my door open

For maybe one last time

No one else would understand

Everything you are



I always felt it

But not as much until you left

There are no excuses

For why I always wasn't there



And now the year has passed

I never felt so cold

With your traces gone

I guess I'll have to go my own way alone



I hope you hear this

It's the only way I could reach you



And all the things we did aren't gone

You inspired me all along

I hope you are happy where you are

And you gave me courage after all