Adema - Refusing Consciousness

Its so hard to watch you struggle


Even harder when i have to see you stumble


Short tempers harsh words that humble


Watching the world


Watching the world


Around me crumble





I wont fight back


Cant give in


Wont stay here forever like this


All the world read my senses


Again





Like a brother


Like a sister


Something like family


I was alone


But you save me


Insecurities race through my heart


New situation realizing my part


The mean has changed like seasons


Were fighting our own addictions





Patience brings heart aches


Anger flies still we try


I wont fight back


Cant give in


Wont stay here forever like this


Refusing consciousness


To drown in to cope with


Innebriate to find when waking


That nothing has been changed





Take one more drink


You cant live without


Take one more drink


Take one more drink


Or drown without it


Take one more drink





So hard to talk about it


I know that you lie about it


Stand there and watch you sing without it


Lose your sleep at night


I still dream about it





I wont fight back


Cant give in


Wont stay here forever like this


Refusing consciousness


To drown in


To cope with


Innebriate


To find out nothing has changed