After Forever - Beautiful Emptiness

You're the worst of all,

With all your accusations and compunction

I can't suffer this duress,

From someone so deprayed and selfish

You embody all that I've been through

Without you I am sure I will be loved



My existence conforms to your distress

Your ambition, the cause of mine

A disruption, I'm nothing, even less

Misfortunes never come singly and I was there to stay



You don't allow me a single place,

Nor any love into your lives

An unperceived, annoying presence you'd rather ignore

But in my life you know you'll leave... a beautiful emptiness



Where you used to be

Impotent screams will turn

Into the love of silence

My liberation, then silence,

Will be perfect and pure

It's all in my dreams,

I'll remove you

And all our mutual disgust



In my dreams,

I solve the problem by removing it

My wish is to see you grovel,

Like you once forced me to



There's no other way, here's my course of life

A path without the sickening trace of you

I need the beauty of a cleared, pure world

This eternal interruption of your rash life can save me



You don't allow me a single place,

Nor any love into your lives

An unperceived, annoying presence you'd rather ignore

But in my life you know you'll leave... a beautiful emptiness



It's sad to feel you don't believe in love,

It's sad that you're so cold

And I'll be the same,

If you keep on poisoning my life

Drowning in self-sacrificing visions

When you're gone, then we will all be released



It's sad my life has been like hell so far,

It's sad that you're the cause

And I'll be cured in this beautiful, empty world

Floating, floating away with your perilous visions and hate

When you're gone, silence will fill up the emptiness



When you're gone, we all will be released



In my dreams I shall rinse my body and soul

My wish,

The accomplishment lies here before me in my hands



I will be released from your accusing eyes

And torrents of verbal abuse

You'll know the causes are your own mistakes

While life flows out of you

and exempts me forever!