Allrise - Terrified

You better believe I'm terrified by the sickness in my soul

Whenever I recollect on just how quickly I can lose control

I consider myself a peaceful person most if not all the time

You should've been there to see me slip across a crucial line



I exploded

Set to bust like a time bomb

Oh God, what have I become???



Right there at the instant just before I pass out from my pain

I really can feel how easily a normal person turns insane

I remember a wave of self disgust

And embarrassment and surprise

When I caught the first reflection of the hypocrisy in my eyes



I exploded

Set to bust like a time bomb

Oh God, what have I become???



Leaving behind everything I once was

Found out that I'm not as strong as I thought I was

Keep me away, far, far away from family and friends

I'm scared of myself when it feels like I might strike again



Leaving behind everything I once was

Found out that I'm not as strong as I thought I was

Keep me away, far, far away from family and friends

I'm scared of myself when it feels like I might strike again

I'm Terrified



In the summer of my discontent

Tension was piled high

At the snap of a wrist

This pacifist kissed his innocence good-bye



Good-bye