Abhorrent - Eternal Doubt

Mystery of the destiny of the human soul
When the body rests forever
Different beliefs confound themselves
Who's right or who's wrong
Don't want to be just cold flesh
That decays till turns into dust
I rather believe that eternity
Is a calm place to be
Having this life wile there's time
Always doing something to change
Won't keep standing till GOD calls me
I'll act , maybe I'm here for this
If heaven is so good , why to die is so bad ?
Purgatory , heaven , hell where am I?
So , if the eternal life is so long