Stabbing Westward - Torn Apart

I know i should have told you
but i was so afraid you'd leave
and now there's nothing left to say
well nothing that you'd believe
i never meant to hurt you
with the things i didn't say
i promise you tomorrow
while denying you today

these lies have torn my world apart

a darkness grows inside me in fading shades of grey
all the colors of the world are slowly sucked away
i'm sinking ever deeper to a place that's cold and black
i can't believe i've lost you and you're never coming back

these lies have torn my world apart

soon the night will take me and save me from my pain