Stabbing Westward - Desperate Now

I keep breaking all the promises
that i keep making to myself
you'd think by now that i'd be over this
instead i'm feeling sorry for myself

so why does everything seem desperate now
i should be feeling so alive
but it feels like something's missing
something's wrong somehow
it feels like something deep inside has died

so why do i feel desperate now
why do i feel like dying
why do i feel desperate now
why do i feel desperate now

i keep breaking all the promises
that i keep making to myself
but promises mean nothing to me anymore
circling the drain