Hades - Throughout Me, Threw Out You

Love you, is what I do
Need you, desire in my blood for you
At first, I had control
For my worst distinguished feeling to be bold

CHORUS:
Syringe pulses into my veins
Eyes roll back I'm in love again

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I knelt, a bed has taken the cross' place
Hopeless, my guard went down
Numbness, my smile's converted to a frown

CHORUS
(Enticed by forbidden fire
Reasons get worn down to the wire
Until some exhibit displays
We've all come unblind to our own weakness)

If ??? sees this word
Cold facts, show me that I'm absurd
Mistakes, from which I've learned